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SB Nation 2010 Stanley Cup Final

The Agony Of Defeat: First-Hand Account Of Flyers Fan Forced To Watch Chicago Celebrate

Jun 10, 2010 - PHILADELPHIA -- Only a small handful of lucky people get to witness a major professional sports championship celebration live and in person. Last night, I became one of those people.

For this, it's hard not to look back and say, "hey, that was pretty cool." After all, the Stanley Cup celebration is by far the best in professional sports. From the hoisting of the Cup by the captain, to the hand off to each player (order always matters, by the way), to the victory laps around the ice, to the swarm of media that's eventually allowed to join them, it's an hour or more of incredible theater.

But then again, I'm not a Blackhawks fan. I'm a life long Philadelphia Flyers fan.

And watching that team I quickly grew to hate over the last two weeks celebrate their championship on our ice was honestly one of the most painful things I've ever had to experience as a sports fan.

I sat in the auxiliary press box at Wachovia Center for the entire game, even as most media ran downstairs between the third period and the overtime, or, as the rest of them did by the wild end of the overtime. About 10 minutes into the celebration, I was the only media member left in the box, which actually is section 222 of Wachovia Center.

Throughout the game, I was planning on going down to ice level with the rest of them if the unthinkable happened -- if the Blackhawks won the Cup. Then it happened, and I couldn't even bring myself to move. I watched Patrick Sharp, who was on my side back in 2005 when he celebrated a Calder Cup championship in this same building with the AHL's Philadelphia Phantoms, fly across the ice to Patrick Kane, who had just scored the Cup-clinching goal. It seemed like they were the only two people in the building who knew the thing was in the net.

As it turns out, they were two of the only three people -- Flyers goalie Michael Leighton knew too.

"I think everyone was wondering if it was in and I looked back and saw it stuck in the pad and I knew it was over," Leighton said after the game.

The 'Hawks basically took Kane's word for it, streaming off the bench and down the ice into their goaltender, Antti Niemi's arms. Meanwhile, the 20,000-plus inside the building, including myself, were still in complete shock. The red light never came on. Maybe this is just the most embarrassing moment in Stanley Cup history?

I had a TV in front of me. I glanced down. CBC was showing the replay, as the official in front of me on the ice was just arriving at the official's box to call the review team.

I was shaking, sitting on the top edge of my still-upright stadium seat. The puck was clearly in. I fell. The seat collapsed into it's normal, chair-positioned form under me. I let out an small, under-my-breath "shit." And there went the magical season.

From the expectations of the preseason to the doldrums of November to the hope and excitement of the playoffs and everything in between, it had been an incredible ride. It's easy to forget all of that, though, when you're in that moment. After all, the Flyers seemed absolutely destined for the Cup, and that was only reinforced by Scott Hartnell's goal in the waning minutes of the third period to send this game into overtime.

It couldn't end like this, right?

Cue Lou Nolan, long time Flyers public-address announcer.

"Chicago goal scored by number 88, Patrick Kane. His tenth of the playoffs. Assisted by number 51, Brian Campbell. Time of the goal, 4:06 of overtime. That's Kane, his tenth, from Campbell at 4:06."

Officially official.

A few heads dropped over on the Flyers side of the ice, where they were lined up at the blueline watching the 'Hawks celebrate. In the crowd, most people were still shocked. A few began to run down the stairs, either because they couldn't bear to watch or they wanted to beat the traffic. The majority, though, were like me -- still glued to the depths of my seat.

There were a lot of Blackhawks fans in the building, and it's not hard to understand why. Their team hadn't won this thing in 49 years, and with a chance to do it in Game 6, I'm sure the whole city of Chicago would've bought a ticket if they could. They were cheering, of course, but as the handshake line progressed, a "Let's Go Fly-ers!" chant broke out. Not going to lie, I almost cried.

The ice crew, wearing their Flyers-logo-adorned uniforms, rolled out the red carpets from the zamboni tunnel. They were stretched along the outer rim of the ice for the camera people, and one came straight out from the tunnel to about the faceoff dot. It had the Stanley Cup Champions logo on it. A little table with the NHL logo all over it was placed at the end of that carpet.

Gary Bettman walked out.  The crowd: "BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. *breathe* BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO." He talked over them, saying something complimentary about the Philadelphia fans and their "passion." Yeah, we believe you, Gary.

The booing stopped as Bettman announced the Conn Smythe Award winner. "Jonathan Toews." More booing. It wasn't for Toews, exactly. Instead, the Flyers faithful in the building still thought Chris Pronger had a chance at winning. They still have a case, if you ask me.

Toews accepted his award quickly, but he wanted the big one, of course. Out came the Cup. Bettman said some stuff. It was lifted to cheers from the couple-of-hundred Blackhawks fans in attendance and polite applause from the Flyers fans. After all, only a small handful of lucky people get to witness this in a lifetime.

They skated around. They passed the Cup around. They won the Stanley Cup.

Most Flyers fans probably turned off their televisions around this point. It's hard to watch. I didn't have the luxury of being able to flip a switch, of course. I still couldn't really move. It's a pretty numb feeling when your team loses a Cup, but when you know that you're going to have to relive these images over and over again over the summer and over the next year and maybe beyond, and you know they're in your building and in your city, it's very painful.

About a half hour after the end of the game, the cleanup crews began to show up in the upper bowl of the building. A few orange-clad fans were still in their seats, just staring at what was going on down below. There, the Blackhawks fans in the building had gathered below the bench.

That "Let's Go Flyers" chant turned into a 'Let's Go 'Hawks!", or even an impromptu rendition of "Chelsea Dagger." One player sprayed the red crowd with champagne. Before we knew it, the ice was clear. The celebration had moved to the locker room. The season was officially over, and man, that hurts. It's when you shake yourself for a second and say "oh, yeah, I have to write."

I don't hate the Blackhawks anymore (except for maaaaaaybe Adam Burish). I did for two weeks in the midst of the series, but the truth is I just don't have any ill-feelings for them. Jonathan Toews is a great captain. Antti Niemi is going to have a fantastic career. Patrick Sharp's AHL bobble-head still sits on my desk, and I'm extremely happy for him.

It's going to be a long offseason for Flyers fans, but in the end, we're going to remember this magical season for a long time. We can be proud of the things our team accomplished this year, and because of that, I feel fortunate to have witnessed a Stanley Cup victory with my own two eyes.

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As much as it hurt for you to watch, the same thing happened to us (Detroit) last year and the year prior for Pittsburg. It’s rough.

by l donniedarko l on Jun 10, 2010 4:38 PM EDT reply actions  

Great Article

As a Blackhawks fan, I feel your pain. Last year we were so close to the finals, not to mention it took 49 years to win the cup. Always liked the Flyers and their style of play. A great season for both teams.

by WarpedCore on Jun 10, 2010 5:11 PM EDT reply actions  

Great piece

You captured the moment brilliantly, even though it must have been a painful piece to write.

I feel your heartache. Even though it was 16 years ago, and I was only 10 years old, I remember he dull void that filled me as the Rangers celebrated their Game 7 win. I didn’t know what to, so I went outside and played road hockey with my friends and pretended that I was Trevor Linden, righting the wrong that was the game I had just watched.

Of course I was not there in person, nor was it an OT loss. But still very painful.

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by nucksandpucks on Jun 10, 2010 5:15 PM EDT reply actions  

Beautiful article

Thank you for putting last night into words. I think all of us felt that same deadening shock between the goal only three people knew had happened to the instant replay and the official announcement. Thank you for this site. I hope our players know how much they mean to us and that there will be a next year to see their names on the cup.

When we won Game 7 of the series against Boston, the network camera panned to a shot of a little boy, maybe six years old, crying his heart out. That’s the soul of a fan.

by deisel on Jun 10, 2010 6:01 PM EDT reply actions  

I get it

Hey there, I understand how you feel, as a lifelong Blackhawks and Cubs fan I understand the pain of continuous choking year after year after year. From what I saw on tv, Flyer fans were booing the whole time, even when Toews raised the cup, unfortunately. They also treated some of my friends, who live in philly but our diehard hawks fans, like total crap at the game. So it kinda hard to feel bad for Flyer fans as a whole, but I do feel for you. This was a beautifully written article and as I always say for my cubbies, “wait till next year” Good luck!

by cupotea on Jun 10, 2010 6:09 PM EDT reply actions  

Great piece. Thanks for this.

It's gonna be a long summer.

by Carolyn Christians on Jun 10, 2010 7:13 PM EDT reply actions  

In addition to losing, it's that it is all over

Great piece. You really stayed with that awful feeling all the way through. You hear and see the guy sweeping on the other side of a stadium that a short time ago was at 115db and the empty arena matches how hollow it feels inside your body.

The Stanley Cup playoff is the best thing in team sport (at least the events that happen every year), a delirious trench war bi-polar with dreams and nervous breakdowns. If your team is lucky enough to get to the final it’s eight full weeks after an often-tedious regular season. I remember after one of Detroit’s Cups they asked Yzerman on the ice what he was feeling and he said with a goofy smile “I can’t wait to get this stuff off. I’m sick of wearing it.”

Mostly what I’ll miss is the joy of the routine – the rest days bouncing off the walls, the day game countdowns, the back and forth with the phenomenally cool people at Second City Hockey – if you think the Hawks fans are know-nothing front-runners you haven’t visited this house.

And most of all the guys and gals in my chat room during the games at philly.com. Most people chose names that reflected where they were – CT, FL, DC (2 of them), NYC, SoCal, Holmesburg, TX, Vancouver, Pittsburgh, Chicago. We had a hillbilly and a couple of guys in Iraq.
We were teammates, helping each other stay composed, fending off trolls and each other’s anxieties, feeding stats and comparing notes on how the game was moving along.

The inspiration of watching this Flyers team’s heart show up game after game after game, through fatigue and doubt, and finally against superior opposition….I don’t care about talent. I mean I appreciate what guys can do, sure, but I watch to see how humans respond to pressure, to increased expectations, to the spotlight, to injury and fatigue, to doubt, to failure. I love that shit. I’m not going to learn anything about life by watching talent in action, but I can honestly say that, for a little while at least, I’m less likely to quit in the face of adversity because I watched these guys for two months. I think that’s very cool.

Sports at its best accomplishes everything art sets out to achieve. And now the theater is dark. I will remember the yawning net in front of Jeff Carter with 1:30 to go even more than the hide-and-go-seek puck from Kane’s winning shot (I think it was the hockey Gods keeping it from Pronger). Because I wanted one more impossible comeback, one more game seven.

So right now I feel more empty that there isn’t a game tomorrow than that we lost the big one last night.

Now back to life (or the World Cup, whichever comes first). Thanks everyone. And congratulations to Chicago and their fans. As one guy at SCH said ‘Next year we put a new banner up in our barn and it’s there forever." Now that’s a nice feeling.

 

by flyersfaninchicago on Jun 10, 2010 8:42 PM EDT reply actions   3 recs

Flyers Fans

Great as the Flyers team has been (if I were a neutral I would have been all up for their Cinderella story this year) and committed and passionate as the fans are, I still thought that the booing was excessive, particularly when Toews got the Conn.. I guess I’m an Irishman and a rugby fan first and foremost but whatever happened to grace in defeat? You guys played one hell of a season and seemed to be up against it at every step, overcoming everything but the final hurdle.. no Philly fan should feel any shame about what you achieved this year but having a trophy lifted to a chorus of boos.. that just ain’t right.

But anyway, thanks to the Flyers for a great series (there was a tiny part of me that wanted a Game 7 and that part is feeling the loss of more top-quality hockey for a while)

by mightymike D on Jun 11, 2010 6:18 PM EDT reply actions  

Great report... still cannot stand the hockey team from Philadelphia

This was a great report. It brought me back to the Aud in Buffalo in 1975. Watching the hockey team from Philadelphia skate with the Cup shortly after the impassioned “thank you Sabres” chant was a moment to both cherish and rue.
To this day I cannot stand the hockey team from Philadelphia, (I get twitches when I hear their name). People say I should get over it. The funny thing is that I do not want to get over it.
There you have it. There are people around the country with passionate feelings about your hockey team. Not all the passion is positive energy; but it is always better to have passion!
Thank you for stoking the fire for this old Sabres’ fan.

by DerryDan on Jun 12, 2010 12:13 AM EDT reply actions  

Worst fans in sports

Booing Toews is stupid. But hey, not surprising from Philly fans who toss snowballs at Santa & vomit on little girls who have the audacity to root against their team. Sometimes there is karma that keeps a team from winning it all – the Flyers have lost 5 straight Cups – coincidence??

by grant44 on Jun 22, 2010 10:32 AM EDT reply actions  

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