so it's beautiful to hear about and to see prez' proposal.. what a touching and beautiful story to share in.. even if few (or none?) of us can claim a level of purity like those kids.. they are like our own JD fairy tale.. and i am sure that i am not alone in wishing nothing but happily ever afters for them both!!!!!!!!

but I am not making new junk (and dating it for a day later than it still is on the west coast) just to bless prez and mrs. prez on their wonderful future (which clearly could have been a comment in last night's prez' proposal junk (ps im hurt that philthy gets nods over me for flowergirl but he's a cute second)).. i thought to myself after my last post and run that if I barely make a comment between posting jds then it probably means i've moved on and should acknowledge it.. so.. that's what I'm doing..

remember that it's not you.. it's me.. it's not that i'll ever stop loving you.. but just that my life has gone in a new direction and i have to let the past go to embrace the future.. but i'll always remember each of you fondly and hope to continue to find ways to keep in touch with the many of you (i can only name a few now and the rest will just have to cry about it) that have touched me in the last year and a half...

brp: ill continue to look forward to our rendezvous in the city and the simpler times when i can schoo ya like i was yo momma catching u stealing her change..

ds: next time im in portland or your in syracuse -- you're going down bowling prince.. ps wuvs ya! ;)

atf & corvid: if the ladies of bedge yoga calendar comes out, get in touch with me!! ;) great to get to know both of you wonderful ladies!

dtl: thanks for the good conversations.. it led me to insight and wisdom which i will always value.. 

cloudy: as said previously.. i'll still be looking u up to collect when i make it that way next (nooo idea when that will be.. during winter break maybe.. maybe)..

1342: it was a pleasure getting to know you more and I hope to hear from you in the future..

meow: poke.. i can't fb poke you now.. so this is just an old fashioned across the country kinda poke! ;)

philthy: i miss ya, spinna.. hope ur local flava only gets betta and betta or you find a better locale! 

ffa, med, amlmart: my undying gratitude still today on making my trip to spain last summer endlessly better with your wonderful advice!!

jake: i'll be rooting harder for red going forward (outside of the game at the dome of course!!!) ;)

roybot: i'd wish you good luck around here.. but you've shown that you are more than capable.. so just continue to take charge.. [/oper roybot] girl power!

idle: stay you... have patience... follow your heart.. but don't go to prison... there's no purity in that wait.  >3

countless others I'm not mentioning: i really always loved you the most.. but don't tell the others i said that..

may you all junk well and.. to all of you... a good junk!

so.. i have been sooo busy and i have to say i love it even but i miss things i had to give up when i get this busy! that includes all of you.. but i want you to know that i never forget about all of your junk..

that being said.. not sure how much ill be around the rest of the summer or even how my fall is going to shape up.. i do know that im booked solid through the summer and fall so no one will be seeing me in portland... but im working on the significant other now to try for a winter trip (i know.. GREAT TIME TO COME OUT, right?!) ;) out there.. ill keep people who i want to see out there informed if it works out :)

so have a good rest of the summer junk and don't trip on that big poll from yesterday!

don't you hate it when people always gotta bring up old junk?!?

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this is not relevant to what i just said.. i just like looking at pictures of water crystals.. puts me in a good mood.. this and a warm embrace from a love could save the world or at least make any day endlessly better..

soooo... speaking of bringing up old junk.. whassup with my pumpkinmuffin, mohandas:

To call woman the weaker sex is a libel; it is man's injustice to woman. If by strength is meant brute strength, then.. indeed.. is woman less brute than man. If by strength is meant moral power, then woman is immeasurably man's superior. Has she not greater intuition, is she not more self-sacrificing, has she not greater powers of endurance, has she not greater courage? Without her, man could not be. If nonviolence is the law of our being, the future is with woman. Who can make a more effective appeal to the heart than woman?

Young India (4 October 1930)

boooyaaoom! men got gandhi'd!!

so got any old junk to share?  mwwwaaah! luv ya junk!

                                                                                  -thu gluv

Lol, am I trying to say that love is for fools? no.. it's just an ironic coincidence.. i couldn't care less that it is april fool's day (unless someone is gonna break out something funny then i am in!!).. soooo...

my JD topic for you all to ignore today is.. if you have or have had a love.. did you have a love song? like a song that defined you as a couple (or more.. i'm not trying to judge any of you polyamorists!!).. if you haven't had a love ever.. are there any love songs that make you wish you did or do you find love songs to be trite and stupid?

right now.. this the song my significant other and I share as our song.. crazy.. wasn't expected.. and i'm kinda in the market for something more appropriate.. any ideas?

B.o.B - Nothin' On You ft. Bruno Mars [Official Video] - Debut Album In Stores April 27th! (via AtlanticVideos)

Okay... so there are tons of fanposts already and normally I avoid adding more of the same stuff but I can't help it because no one obviously is saying what I think should be said first right now... or maybe I just missed it.. whatever..  it's been a tough couple of days.. (not really besides for the obvious sucking on thursday it's been great! but that's not the point..)

Support our Seniors!

Of course, they aren't even really seniors anymore are they? They are gone. Flown the nest. Off to successful post-college careers in something, I hope.Of course, I'm disappointed and want to cavetch and hope and wonder... but why bother? I just want to put out for all to see that I love these guys and everything they did for this team..

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I LOVE MARCH!! Now that we can practically count the hours until the field is announced on our fingers.. it's the precipice of what should be a great run of college hoops! PS GO ORANGE! I think we still got a really good shot at holding on to the 1seed...

So who are your still favorite bubble teams? the fate of Minnesota and Miss State are going to make things interesting!

PS happy pi day!

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so the last JD op suggested that i was whining.. so im gonna post the REAL 3-7 junk and stop those dominoes from tumbling.. then i am going to bed.. people can choose when to make the shift..

so someone in a JD awhile ago talked about the court you'd most like to visit or something like that.. now that it is too late.. this is one court i wish i could have gone visit..

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<a href="http://www.courier-journal.com/article/20100305/SPORTS02/3050381/1002/SPORTS" target="new">Farewell to Freedom Hall.</a>

if syracuse had to lose this game, it would have been under these circumstances.. oh well.. march is a whole new season.. and the b.e. tourney is where it all begins..

do pictures count as a 1000 words? because if they do, I was done awhile ago..

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now junk it up!!! 

ps happy birthday idle-baby!! these are for you! they made me think of you.. hope you are having a great one!

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Michael Franti & Spearhead One Step Closer (via TexasRoadhouseLive1)

Pass the Kouchie / Stir It Up / Ganja Babe - Michael Franti & Spearhead ft. Ziggy @ PTTP 2008 (via trendski)

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So you know that there are some topics that are just never talked about and, if they are, it never seems to go well...?

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Politics...

Only people who are looking to argue over something are ever comfortable when people start talking politics in a group...

Religion...

Only people who are looking to argue over something are ever comfortable when people start talking Religion in a group...

Sex...

People are differently comfortable in talking about sex..but it always changes the dynamic of the room when it gets brought up.. and how about the topic of homosexuality?

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So... what don't you talk about? One thing that I've gotten used to is talking about uncomfortable things in an effort to grow as a person.. You ever do that?

so even though it's it almost dawn out here, i'm still stuck with making the new junk.. as everyone else done went lazy!

Just goes to show.. never send a man to do a girl's job!

Here's something random for you laugh about.. it's been like a year since they did this..

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so is everyone attached to a significant other that shares your passion for sports, basketball, and/or the Blazers? And what does that significant other think about Blazer's Edge? For those of you who are not attached to a S.O. of any type, do you rate these issues as really high for you in who you would pick to be with?

my gf started peeking at the JD once or twice and decided she really did not understand how it was related to the Blazers.. i shook my head and said that she was lucky she was pretty and sweet..

on the other hand.. there is nothing like a sweet special someone to help you keep perspective on the day-to-day heart attack games we get..

PS I told her that next time i'm at a game that i'd be going down to the court to take up rudy on his request for younger and prettier girls.. she accepts it..

PPS buy idol's tickets for th 2/9 game! someone deleted his perfectly acceptable ticket sale post so i'mma gonna pimp my homie out!!

[alternative title] A Woman's Junk Is Never Done - January 23rd, 19902010

So today is my birthday! Yay!! and I wanted to make sure that everyone here knew how they could spend their hard earned (or other wise acquired) money in honor of my birthday. Go here for some ways to make my birthday a brighter day.

I really like this song right now.  especially the chorus..

Keep your head up
Cause a new day will come
And look towards the sun
Even when the darkness shall come

So I had a few ideas for what I would do with my bday JD... but the best one will take more time than I have left.. I wanted to make a massive playlist with a song associated with every single JDer... I even spent like 30 mins just imagining songs for people.. and trying to even remember people (esp. those who aren't around.. whatever happened to sexual trex for instance?) and knowing that i would leave people off and that's always delicate.. but maybe someday I or someone can try to do this.. but I will mention one song.. this one will always remind me of sweet meow-chan whose return to yesterday's JD made my pre-bday ;)

So the last JD I made was deleted... I'll try not to make that happen again.

So, here are five things you may or may not have known about me...

      the g to el-oh-ve-ee.. 

baby,        now u got me

but it ain't easy see

    to understand how to be

   how to be really happy

i know you missing sleep lately

 BEdgers rock around the clock - daily

and                  ya know this ish is so craaazy

ahem.. 5 things..

1. I am in Syracuse now because my mom got sick. She's had two surgeries and several intense treatments since November. Yesterday morning, we found out that she is showing great signs of everything being gone. Pray (or just think positive thought) that this good news holds. These months remind me of this beautiful dance and the song with it  inspired this JD's title.

2. I have requested all of my gifts this year to be of the type I mentioned above. The only exception I am making is the "surprise party" that my gf and my mom are planning for me for later today. It's so cute when they think they are sneaking around behind me ;) 

3. I'm starting classes on Monday here in syracuse.. at the same community college i went to during my senior year when I took a lit class there. I am considering a double major in Criminal Justice and Behavioral Science now and think I want to be a FBI special agent or a cop when I'm done. This surprises a lot of people, incl. myself, as I'm not a pro-law enforcement girl.. nor do I have faith in the system. But I believe I was forged by my Creator to be tougher and faster so that I could help people who wouldn't otherwise be helped. I've been warned that I'll grow to hate it and my own ideals will crush my career.. but it's still where I'm at right now :)

4. My GF is a beautiful lady named Kathryn who I have been dating just over a month now.. she is almost 25 and a surgical resident (she started med school when she was younger than me!!) who will be a orthopedic surgeon when all is said and done... she's the most serious gf I've ever had :D but I make her go very slow because I never wanted to start something serious while I was still in school.. but she has been perfect and patient about it..

5. My dad is the one who taught me everything I know about being a fan and player of the game of basketball, and he learned a lot from Coack K (who deserves a big woooot for his induction last month into the Army HOF) when he attended West Point and played with Army under Coach K during the 78 and 79 season.. my parents got divorced in 2003 and my dad moved to San Diego that summer.. I spent most of my summers with him and was practicing 100+ hours a week during those summers prior to my junior and senior year.. because I need to improve my driving and finishing and my shot making. I probably took an average of 700 shots a day every day for the two months in summer.. he had to work a lot during the days.. but he would have me film myself so we could study my form and make corrections.. this was also the same summer that we watched the 2006 Worlds games when I fell in love with the amazing play of one of our favorite Spaniards. :) I was a tweenercombo guard.. and starting SG as a senior...

so.. is this a worthy JD topic or a "drama queen"'s efforts grab more attention? (Special Sauce, you are my sunshine!) Discuss this! or tell us five things about yourself that we may or may not know! :D or just tell or email me you love me and wish me a happy birthday! i might be around briefly later..

update 1

Last night, my gf took me out to dinner and then to see the Blazer-Jazz game. UGH! The plan was to go dancing after that, but I wasn't sure if I'd be in the mood. When Young Money "Bedrock" came on, I smh'd until I got to this line.. which made me hold her close..

She like tannin', I like stayin' in
She like romancin', I like rollin' with friends
She said I'm caged in, I think her conscience is
She watchin' that oxygen, I'm watchin' ESPN
But when that show ends, she all on my skin, lotion,
No emotions, roller coasting like back, forth, hold ito me..

Hold it.. I said.. to which she looks right back at me, smiles, waits until the chorus comes back around and looks me in the eyes and says.. 

oohhh baby , I be stuck to you like glue baby
Wanna spend it all on you baby
My room is the g-spot
Call me Ms. Flinstone
I can make your bedrock

and i thought to myself.. every Blazer fan needs a good woman to help them keep perspective on what is important..

PS I'm taking requests for my next update!

PPS She made my bed rock..

update 2

i've been pissy lately.. blazers losing.. fighting with family.. the only thing that's been ok has been my dr. gf

she looks a lot like Doctor Girlfriend from Venture Bros..

she's sweet..

I think everyone needs a good woman to help keep the bad days a little bit lighter.. -glove out

As some may know, I originally hail from the town of Syracuse where I will be heading back later today to spend Thanksgiving with my mother. So I dedicate this JD to my hometown and to the orange-hot Syracuse basketball team!

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This junk will pierce your soul.... leaving you bare to the world... like an exposed rim... ready for a slashing to...

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So most people have good times and bad times in their lives.. also, we are all gifted in some ways through our births, stations, or otherwise in life...

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So, it seems like I am not the only one who's gotten into a mood (namely, a bad one) lately or is in one right.... now....

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so after 8pm and there is no JD!?!?!

and here I am.. never having written any post up let alone a JD post

but I had notion about the idea of a late JD... an expecting JD that is.. and thought I'd try to knock off three milestones all at once..

1. Post my first fan post.. yay!

2. Post my first JD... yay!

3. Possibly (?!?) go into BE record books for the latest posted JD ever

So who has kids? Who is about to have more kids? Who wants to have kids someday? Who is still totally afraid of the subject of having kids ever in our natural lives?!

I'm the latter...most..